Eu...parca era intr-o alta viata

Incep cu cele mai vechi poze......

 

Asta e cea mai veche...de cand eram un bebe.Hmm, acum inteleg de ce imi place mie rozul...

De la stanga la dreapta:papusa Mimi,tata, eu in brate la el, mama, Alin(fratemiu) cu catzelusa in brate

"Hey,copilashi, ce va uitati asa la aparat???Asta e poza mea!!!"
Oare ce vazusem de am ramas cu gura cascata?

 

Dupa cum se vede asta era de ziua mea, la 3 ani..Oare de ce tin eu minte ca papusha mea Lili era imbracata cu rochitza asta?!Oare a imprumutat-o de la mine?Sau eu de la ea??

 

Eram supi...imi placea rochitza de pe mine...dar...mamicutza o facuse pentru alta fetita ...nu-i corect :(( .....totusi...ca si consolare, ne-am dus la nenea fotograf sa ne faca o poza asa frumos aranjate...

 

Hmm,ce gasisem eu asa bun de papat si bagam in guritza sperand ca nimeni nu ma vede?Off...si ei tocmai atunci se gasisera sa faca poza.

Hehe,ce mai ranjeam eu aici satisfacuta.Facusem rost de 2 prietene.....Daaaa,nu va mirati, pentru mine asta e motiv de sarbatoare...ca pe vremea aia...eu aveam prieteni(robi,sori) nu prietene ...

La mare.....greu a mai fost sa ma convinga sa fac si eu parte din poza..norocul lor ca aveau rechinii aia....si..evident...m-am camuflat cu palarie si ochelari ...Sssssst!Nu m-ati vazut in poz asta!

"Unde's rechinii?? :(( :(( .Unde's articolele mele de camuflat??Nu vreau in poza :(( "
Nu-i de mirare ca eram asa bosumflata.

Urasc poza...urasc ziua aia...era bal mascat...si mamicutza mea nu a avut alta idee decat sa ma faca capsuna...ce penibil m-am simtit....eu vroiam sa fiu Xena :((

Ne-am pozat si dupa ce-am scapat cat de cat de costume...
De la stanga la dreapta: Andreea, eu, Luiza cu mamicutza ei, Victor....Victor Vastag...da...sac!sac!Am fost colega de clasa cu el timp de 8 ani  :D

Ziua lu' Ysa, varutza mea...ea e blondina(imbracata ca un baietoi:P)de langa mine, eu...evident cea  in roz :P

wHeeeeffff!Ce munca grea....inca din generala m-au corupt sa ma implic in toate proiectele lor.
Eu(daca nu e evident) sunt cea cu bluza neagra

La botez la Ysa...eu again in roz :)
Ce zambet  frumos, nu?

Deja....incepeam sa uit cum se zambeste...pe masura ce crestem gasim tot mai putine motive sa zambim :( si o facem mai mult fortat...

La Herculane, in vacanta cu bunicii si  cu Ysa
Aici deja nu mai stiam sa zambesc...aveam vreo 14 ani...incepea perioada grea...

Bolnavioara...trista....si totusi...i-am lasat sa ma pozeze...

La tzara cu pisicul...

Acum vreo 2  luni....la 20 de ani...
  

Uitandu-ma la poze nu pot sa nu imi amintesc de vremurile de atunci...sa imi fie dor de...mine...de cum obisnuiam sa fiu...de vremurile in care nu imi pasa de moda,make-up,diete, iubire, bani...

.....De copilaria pe care un stim sa o pretuim.Cand suntem mici vrem sa fim mari.Cand ajungem adulti am vrea sa fim iar copii, dar e prea tarziu.....
Si totusi...nu stiu cum..dar eu sunt o norocoasa...acum la 20 de ani mi s-a oferit sansa sa fiu iar "copil"...sa recuperez ce-am pierdut in atatia ani... sa fiu departe de lumea corupta a adultilor....sa imi redescopar inocenta.....
Ma intreb, oare cat de mult m-am schimbat in toti acesti ani?A mai ramas oare vreun strop din ceea ce eram candva?

Ce face o blonda la 2 noaptea?

In mod sigur te gandeai la vreo prostie...
Imi pare rau sa te dezamagesc...
Nu stiu ce fac alte blonde noaptea( sau stiu?) dar uite ce fac eu:

  

Ca sa dau si indicatii suplimentare pentru cei care inca nu s-au prins:

M-am apucat de pictat...de fapt e o pasiune mai veche de-a mea pe care am lasat-o balta in perioada de superficializare :P ( 14-20 de ani)....dar dehhh...noroc ca am trecut si de perioada asta...si in sfarsit fac ceva productiv cu toata creativitatea irosita atatia ani...

Deci(stiu ca nu se incepe o propozitie cu deci...dar...my blog, my rules :p )  ceea ce se vede in poza e ceea ce am pictat eu noaptea trecuta.Poate unii se intreaba de ce am ales un desen asa creppy(asa zice taicamiu ca de ce nu pictez si eu un soare sau un fat-frumos:P) ....pentru cei care ma cunosc foarte bine e lesne de inteles...avand in vedere ca nu prea dorm eu noptiile m-am ales cu porecla "cucuvea"(da, chestiutza aia mare si neagra de pe "craca" se vrea a fi o cucuvea :D)

Nu aruncati cu pietre-n mine(daca desenul nu e prea reusit)....in lipsa de pensule a trebuit sa pictez cu degetul:(  ....si...sunt abia la inceput de "cariera"(si-n afara de asta e camera mea, peretele meu, mie tre' sa imi placa,nu?)

Pe viitor, poate va "incant" ochii cu ceva mai reusit.Am planuri marete :D

Scris pe la vreo 3 noaptea,

Semnat Elena "cucuvica"  (cum zice "tovarashu" Trif :P ) sau vampiritza(cum zic eu:P )

Carbon ft Cedry2k si Guess Who-Introspectii official

Sade- "Soldier Of Love" -Subtitled

La Roux - I'm Not Your Toy

Sting - Desert Rose

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You [UK Single]

Racla feat Dee - 2 in 1

...just nature...

Here are some pictures I took yesterday  in the morning

My hand-made stuff...

You know I've got a lot of free time...so I thought...Why not spending all this time doing things I never had the oportunity to do...practicing my hobby...

When i was still a little  girl I was really into fashion..
I like not only fashion design(cloths) but also accesories and textile art...and interior design...
So I started to put my inspiration at work, and make it into a real thing..
Here are the results:

This one I made for my mom, a thiny bag to keep her cosmetics in it.She was upset with me those days, so the reason I made it was because I wanted her to forgive me.She liked it, so she forgot our little "fight"

Of course I've also made something for myself...A shine purse...perfect for a girl's night out(in a club)
Yeah...I like shiny things, so what?I'm a girl, shiny is girlish, so...you know what I mean..

Another shiny thing I made for myself...This is where I keep my phone...An extra-super thiny thiny bag( 6/13 cm).

This wall used to be an empty ugly white wall....with an ugly window.But I want my room to look nice.That's why I decorated like this.This is "the corner"(not really a corner) where I sit and read.It reminds me of the story called" 1001 night" you know, that one with Seherezada.You probably wonder how I made it.
Well it's easy:
-i used a matress(bought with my own money-from the scholarship I had in highschool-i was a nerd :P)  ...
-a purple blanket(made by me)
-a few pillows(also made/sew by me)....pink and shiny pillows( i must be crazy about shiny things,right?)
-a nice curtain(purple with yellow)
-and what you can't see in this picture is the window...i used to hate this window...i never saw a window uglier then mine...so...i painted it..you probably guessed, in purple and pink...(even my carpet is purple with pink, but if you didn't knew i tell you now...purple is the color in trend now...and considering that I'm a little bit of a trend hunter...

This used to be grandma's basket...an ugly  plastic blue basket with holes...But I've put some "purple cloths" on it and I made it pretty...This is where I keep the books I'm curently reading and some magazines..

Do you have a lot of thiny things that you don't use to often and no more draws in your room to keep them?
Then do exactly like me:
-take some plastic boxes(even those your mom uses to keep food)
-some nice fabric
-and you'll make a great box to keep  them(it look like a present,nice, isn't it?)

I used to spend Easter with my grandparents, and go at the church...
But this year I made it  at home, just me and my mom...
I'm sorry to say this, but it was really boring...
So to keep myself busy I've made this Easter decoration(with candles and a purple basket)
Ughh..don't look in the basket, I don't have eggs in it...I have my sunglasses there :))